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when i walk with heads down
doesn't mean i'm emo

when i frown alot
doesn't mean i'm depressed

just because i like gore
doesn't mean i'm gothic

i am who i feel i want to be

click on the "Not Emo!" to suit your mood.

[Name] Phillip

我以为 你能填满我的感情缺口 我以为 你的温柔 能给我真的愉悦 也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生
我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望 你爱的深也伤的深
我红了眼眶 却还笑着原谅 坚强的理由 只是自己骗自己 我选择了逃避 心灰意冷 痛苦已喊不出声
如果说你要走 我不会留 如果要走却又为何停留
你值得更好的男人 罪让我承受


his wishlist

# smile in the darkest of time

It was 1:40 AM on a red Friday, February 11, 2011...

曾经爱过一个人
让心破了不完整
再给的爱都少了灵魂

原本再也不期待 什么美好会到来

不转过身 只看前方路程

那么长的黑夜真的已过去..
换了颗会跳的心...


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 11:57 PM on a red Monday, December 20, 2010...

我记得我爱过 也 疯了
哭着 要不回那些快乐

怕情绪失控
怕泪流成河

有些勉强不得

我的心被撕裂般拉扯
已经难以愈合


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 1:23 AM on a red Thursday, October 21, 2010...

到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情
办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

请告诉 不爱
别告诉

就让沉默代替所有回答

我的爱是说停不能停
已经浓得不能说是曾经

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
让自己沉沦 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是
明 知道这不是缘分
我还奋不顾身 相信有点可能

不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 7:46 PM on a red Wednesday, March 10, 2010...

是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨
别让我每个夜为你受折磨

当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

我要你默默走
不回头

我怕束缚
你的爱没能把我驯服
你不认输 我忍得住
是谁的错误
到底是谁难以相处

我没有退路
那倒不如爽快结束
最后的幸福
离开我 你才幸福

我忍痛的祝福
一生都记住 你的温柔


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 2:44 PM on a red Friday, January 22, 2010...

Been a long time since i blogged...

Has been busy at work..
Given new duty and responsibility..
Facing new challenge every single day..
Tiring and fun...

Even though Most of the things are something that i didn't ask for.
Things didn't really turn out to be the way i wanted it..
i guess that's life..


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 3:29 AM on a red Sunday, April 19, 2009...

What does your eyes see...?

If everything that one see and need is simply just the surface...
then what is the point of knowing and understanding...

One is nothing while two is everything...

Time will make the pain fade away...
sometime it also will make feeling fade away...
without knowing...
just that nobody wanna talk about it...
simply just accept it...
reason are no longer needed...

If someone ask me to explain it...
I cannot find a word to actually define it...
Other than this is life...

People just hurt people one way or another..
no matter what the reason is...
or even who the person is...
friends..? Lover..? Family..?
All is the same...
Human

One can be wrong for many times...
But certainly not all the time...
Its just sometime no one bother to even listen...

Right or wrong?
People always prefer the correct...
standard way of life...
cannot endure whatever or whoever that is different...

Now of all time...
I strongly believe Money is the greatest drug ever created..
everyone needed it...
It can make people look down on even someone who is closest to them...
It just draw line between friends,lover and even family...
Respect is earned by money.
When you are rich,whatever you say is the holy truth..
when you are not... everything that you say is bullshit...

Now I kind of understand...
Nowadays is not how long you know and understand one person..
Is totally base on how much money you have inside your wallet...
Simply one and only rule in life...


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



It was 5:49 AM on a red Friday, March 13, 2009...

Pride and Memory...

Is it fate...?
after 2 years...
we didn't contact each other yet
by the hand of fate has to pull us to meet again...
I have forgive for what you have done...
but i will never forget...
I never would have thought to meet you again in such a way...

But because of you...
I have lost so many things because of you and after you...
Come another point that I have meet another disappointment in my life...

Now...
For what I have become...
I just simply dun give a damn to what happen around me....
Dun really care for peoples come and go...
Well is part of life i guess...

I wonder why people keep thinking that I behave in a emo way...
Yet I myself dun feel such a way...

I'm just simply bored...
Afterall I am allergic to crap and bullshit...
Just tired of how people behave and react....
in a meaningless way and effort...

For me...
Bored by the current life...
Just simply bored by life itself...
Only thing i can feel now...

Emo? Simple No Way...
No one can make me emo...
Only make me bored...

Boring....Crap..


since theres no more you and me, its time i let you go so i can be free and live my life how it should be, no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you ...



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